BAYONET LYRICS - Nightmare

BAYONET LYRICS

"Nightmare"

Is this depression

Who loves attention?

When I'm knocked down

I don't get the chance to live



Is this karma?

Or it payback?

Hope is I know will cure me



'Cause I just want to know myself

I just want to love myself



Looking back, I would fade

It was something to blind me from

The emptiness and pain

So what's the point to all this mess?

When a face worth shaving

Is worth a soul worth saving



I keep a long, safe distance

From my lover scorn my father

You know what it made me

I'll never be set free



A little bit of guiltiness

With the person you lay in bed with

All their secrets really feel pathetic

It takes a lot to feel this close

If I had, If I had, If I had

If I had a choice



Everybody wants to believe

That their life really is filled with meaning

(When will I be free?)



I wish I could, wish I could say everything

That I feel, without judging

Cruel world in my eyes

'Cause then I just might disguise

Speak with honesty

Set my own heart free



It's just like I said before

Is it worth even keeping score?

'Cause everything that I ever did was a mistake!



I really wish that I was better than this

I still want something that I probably won't get

It doesn't matter who you are at the start

It matters who you are when everything falls apart



I live my life like I'm going to hell

So when I get there I won't fell like I failed

From the highs, through the lies

At least I know what you're doing

A simple point, a simple fate

But I can't keep my hopes with me